Its is always nice to  know that those people you have back years ago...or people you thought is no longer your friend...are still there and remembered me on my birthday. I'am so happy because i have received alot of Testimonial...Greeting...Mails from my friends. And what makes me really feel good ??? knowing that my sister in law send me a Testi and mail. What makes it so special among others??? because we have'nt talked for along time for some reason. And i am so happy...really HAPPY because maybe this time we could start all over again and forget about things happened year ago. I really missed her so much. We had been a real sisters...we do crazy things together...talked about anything under the sun...we have alot of things in common...and i love her! for a million of reasons. I know that she knows that i love her ... that inspite of what happened, she will always be my sister in law...the Mom of Joshhua...my nephew and the first ever girl who understand me ... my moods...my hang ups...my ups and downs...my craziness. I just hope we could bring back the friendship that once we have missed. I miss you sis! and thank you.

Aside from her, all my best friends, family, Neighbors, acquintance had sent me an sms .... ( ha5x ... i'am not so friendly type of person!!!! ~ Giggle ~ ) But i missed two important person in my life. First, Ma. Romena B. Guanzon. My Best friend since High School. This is the first time that she missed my birthday. This girl is the one who always comes first to greet me...and come to my house to eat my Handa! But she never even send me any greetings...even an sms. I miss her so much and i hope she still remember whats with October 18. The second, Efren E. Moreno, Jr. My Loving partner. This is not the first time he missed my birthday, as far as i remember...this is for the fourth times. I really miss celebrating my birthday with him. But its ok...coz right now, he is in the airport and he will be coming home tomorrow! I dont really know how i feel right now! It's like a mix of emotions. I'am excited to see him again and be with him...and happy to know that eventhough he missed my birthday, he will be celebrating All Souls day, All Saints day, Charles Birthday, Christmas Day, Rizal Day, New Years Day, Neils Birthday, Joshua's Birthday, His Own Birthday...and everyday....he4x. But there is this something that makes me feel a bit sad. The thing that i can not be with my other friends...like friends from Chat...acquintance...for the entire time or day that he is here. He does'nt want me to have a friend aside from those friends i have eversince we met...he is some kind of a selfish when it comes to me. Maybe he thinks that i am pretty!!! ( hahaha!!! kapal... ) or some kind of a Ms. Universe... but its ok. I understand him!!! i just hope he will be able to understand me too! I just wish that everything will be alright...no more fight...that we could have more of understanding than mis understanding this time.


Original Date POsted :    October 19, 2006