Tous de la vie ... "all about life". A page to write all my feelings and emotions. Inwhere i can express the real me...all the thing's that make's happy and thing's that make's me sad. Let me share all this to you ... share idea's and opinion's. Let us share our feeling's and be friend's.
Free Man Francis M.March 8, 2009
 
Francis Francis
“Kiko” Magalona aka FrancisM, Master Rapper, and The Man From Manila had the
most irresistible faces in the movie
industry here in the Philippines. One of
the most talented person, down to earth and nationalist one.
He is credited as being the first
rapper in the Philippines to successfully crossover to the mainstream. Riding
on his success, Kiko founded his own record company called Red Egg Records, as
well as his own production company Filipino Pictures Inc. where he is the
resident Director and has made several music videos for bands and solo artists
including Ely Buendia, Gloc 9, Join The Club, Shamrock, Pikaso, Death Threat
and Denmark The
groundbreaking album Yo! in 1990 garnering the nationalistic hit Mga Kababayan
(My Countrymen), making Yo! the first commercially released Pinoy rap album in
the Philippines. While rapping politically conscious and thought-provoking
rhymes in both English and Tagalog, the album was a total success and helped
instantly catapult Filipino hip hop from underground to mainstream status and
also marked the birth of Makabayan or Nationalistic rap in Filipino hip hop. The release of his third album, "Meron akong ano!" (I Have What!) in 1993, followed by "FreeMan" in 1995 marked the beginning of Francis' experimentation with Pinoy rock, becoming an exceptional artist in both genres of music. He has frequently collaborated with other Pinoy rock bands such as the Eraserheads and more recently Parokya ni Edgar. 
FrancisM had also been chosen by
Fremantle Media, the owners of American Idol, and their local counterpart ABC-5
(the station who owns the ‘Idol’ franchise in the Philippines) to be one of the
judges of Philippine Idol along with Maestro Ryan Cayabyab and Ms. Pilita
Corrales aka “Asia’s Queen of Songs”. Kiko was married to Pia Arroyo a
rap fanatics and considered as the first female to record a rap song with
Francis M. titled “Loving You” and released as part of the Yo! Album. They had been given 8 beautiful children
named Unna, Nicolo, Francis Jr., Elmo, Arkin, Clara and Actresses Maxene and
Saab.  
In August 2008, Francis “Kiko” Magalona was diagnosed with leukemia or Cancer of the Blood at Medical City Hospital, Mandaluyong. He appealed for privacy. I don’t want a media
circus. I want privacy with my family. What I’d rather talk about is how we can
solicit blood donations to replace the supply that I have consumed in the
hospital. It was very gradual, hindi siya biglaang lumabas (it did not come out
so suddenly). We don’t want to use the word ‘curable,’ but the doctors say it’s
treatable. —Pia Arroyo-Magalona, Francis’ wife After his treatment
and discharge, he made his return on Eat Bulaga together with Ely Buendia,
who was also recently discharged. He has also decided to write about
his experiences fighting the ravenges of cancer on his blog a Free Mind. Small quotes from his blog touches
not only mine but everyone’s heart, as human beings feel compelled to reach out
to others through this brave new medium that is bringing the world one step
closer to understanding each other as family. “ Today, September 25th, 2008 is the
day I learned that Cancer isn’t all about death. It’s about LIFE. And today I
celebrate and embrace that life. Today was a day of
reckoning. I went to my doctor at her clinic, and from the smile on her face as
she entered the room, I knew The Lord, Jesus Christ gave me a reprieve. I knew
that someone, somewhere made a prayer, and continues to pray for me, my family
and my recovery. And Jesus heard it.
Another quote stated as: I look forward to the
pain as I know my journey is on full speed ahead. I will not be bold to say
that without asking a favor from you all. PLEASE PRAY for me as I undergo
treatment. Your prayers, as always, have sustained me. And am sure the Lord
will listen to all our prayers. To His will I submit myself. Jan 14, '09 5:50 AM 4th Chemo Cycle On March 6, 2009,
at 12:20 pm, Magalona succumbed to multiple organ failure after having been
rushed to the hospital and incubated the night before. He had undergone several
chemotherapy sessions since he was diagnosed with acute myelogenous leukemia in
August the previous year, and had been expected to undergo a bone marrow
transplant. A shocking announcement was first
made on the television variety show Eat
Bulaga!, which he had co-hosted. News of his death sparked a surge of
web traffic to several Philippine news sites, causing a momentary slowdown in
the operation of those sites. The One and only Master Rapper, Free Man and
Nationalistic Man…Our very own Francis Magalona had finally Rest in peace… He may die young and left us but
his spirit will always remain on us. His
composition’s … music and art will always be a part of our lives especially in
our hearts. Long live with God the creator Francis M. Posted by Sheleilla Moreno. Posted In : Commemorative Facts about the AuthorMarch 8, 2009
Exhibit 1 SHELEILLA is derived from Sta. Cecilla
according to my mom and I maybe one of the members of those people who
unluckily had been given a very long name by their parents who had been soooo
much excited about giving names for their new born child. FYI, I got three names excluded my middle and
last name and a total of sixteen letters just for the name itself plus twelve
for the mid and last…and until now I don’t know who’s to blame. I was
born in the year of the Dragon and
supported by my planet Venus . Had been
given birth by my Mom who works as a simple House wives and a Mother of four
beautiful kids. My Dad who had been devotedly working all his life as a
Contractor of his own company and made all the possible thing to support his
family. My three outrageous brother that
made me feel so protected and very special for I am the only princess in the
family. My
Mom want ’s me to become a Nurse … so, she came with me into universities who
offers such course. She tried to
convince me but what I really wanted to be is to become a flight attendant. So, I took BS-Foreign Service major in
International Trade instead of Diplomacy
to excuse myself from too much memorization. Not so long ago, I’ve finished my course and
just then I realized that I’ am a bit short in height to have my dream come
true. So, I decided to face the other side of the road. I’ve been into merchandising, sales, travel
agency, hotel and the last job I had was in a call center. I
love cooking. That is the most thing
that I like to do. I can cook any dish
that you may wish…well of course as long as it is a Filipino food okeyyy…. You
may ask me to cook anything…but never in cleaning the house or washing the
clothes…swiping the floor…etc. Cooking is everything for me…like my own
family. My husband and of course…my only
son Efren Charles who’s named after my husband and Prince Charles of
England. I met
my husband in a common friend that is now what I called Best friend named
Bonzai, who is in fact big enough for her name.
It was a love at first sight…for me…I just don’t know to him if he feel’s
the same the night we first saw each other but from that moment...and before I
close my eyes I know that i have to see him again. That I have to do something…that it is him I
am about to spend my whole life with. And
instinct never failed. June 15 of year
2000 we got married and start a life that is both new to us. It is true what they usually say…that
marriage is not easy! It is not just like a spoon of rice that whenever you got
burn your tongue … you may throw it away or spilt it anywhere. It is a very hard start for the two of us…we
fought everyday. We discovered things…
good … bad … yet, were still here… getting stronger and better. Still fighting
for love…and no matter what, I will always be the same girl who loved him from
the start and that’s until the end. My
husband work thousands of miles away from me and my son. I know it is really hard and very depressing. But only my love and trust is what can make
our relationship last. My
son is one of the most precious thing that ever happened to me…though I know
that I ‘am not a perfect … I still do love to do my best to make him a better
person. To give him everything that he
likes and want. I may not be rich in money
but in love for him is what can makes me complete. I ‘am
just a simple person…just like any ordinary girl. I just love to be love and be love. I just want to be happy and be able to
express myself in any ways. I just like
to have fun and enjoy life with those people I love. I just want a simple life. A simple dream to come true. A simple prayers to be answered. A simple talk with you……… Posted by Sheleilla Moreno. Posted In : Author Crying Like a little girlMarch 7, 2009
I guess for 6 years now, i am always thinking of a new years resolution in where could help me to start a new life, a new different me for a new year! Been thinking of things i am afraid, weak, things that is really hard for me to do. Last wednesday, January 09 i decided to go to Baclaran for a novena in where i usually do...it is past 2:30 pm and the novena will start by 3pm. So i attend the mass while waiting for the novena. The confession room catches my attention ... and i dont know why suddenly i ask myself "should i confess all my sin now?" My heart beats so fast and started to feel fear and questions flows over me. "am i ready to confess now?" "how will i start?" "can i stand it over and am i really ready to change now?" Been standing, thinking and asking myself for over 30 minutes before i decided to go in front of the confession room. Still asking and telling myself that i could still back out and just simply ask for God's forgiveness. But the light turned off and someone from inside came out...and my heart told me to come in...and be strong...be ready to confess and accept whatever consequences it may bring. I came inside and crazy...i am looking for the switch in where could make the light turn on, but i dont see any so i kneeled and started to talk to the priest on the other room. The priest asked me when is the last time i confessed...and i am really feeling nervous. What are the sin that i want ot confess...i am almost crying while talking and confessing. I feel so ashamed...for myself, to the priest, to all the people i have done wrong with, to God! I came out to the room and start the novena and pray for what the priest told me so. After that, i talked to God and asked for his forgiveness. I was shocked when i saw myself crying. Crying like a little girl who has been funished my his dad because of some bad action. But feel happy afterwards because my dad kissed me and hug me...and told me not to do it again because it is bad!!! I feel so relieved and lightened while walking back home. I dont feel any guilt and angry in my heart now. I dont know whats with that confession but it really makes me feel lite. There are things that i still dont know how i am going to start with but i just ask God to help me do all the things that is neccessary for me to start a new life in right way. I just hope people around me trust me more and believe me that i can still correct myself and hoping that they will understand me. Besides, i am not doing it only for myself, but also for the goodness of my own family, for all my friends, for all the people who cares alot to me and for those who have sinned against me. I want to forget all the pain i have been through for the past years...all the wrong that i have done against the people who have wronged against me. I want to change for better and for good! Still, i am only Human...i dont promise that i can change that easily and quick. I dont promise that i can be good everyday. That i can do all good and no bad...i am still human...but i will start it by doing little things that i know that could make my life good. Original Date Posted : January 12, 2008 Posted by Sheleilla Moreno. Posted In : Thoughts Crazy meMarch 7, 2009
Nakakatawa...minsan bigla nalang
babalik satin yung mga masakit na bagay na napag daan na natin...na
kahit pala gano na katagal yun, pag naalala mo ...masakit pa din pala.
Me takot pa din. Kanina, while browsing all those people who viewed my
profile...there is this one name who has the same name as this girl
that i jealoused so well. I can't really say that i'am over it coz when
i saw the name...everything came back as it was just yesterday. I View
her profile and realized that it is not her. The age is too young, the
location where this girl came from did matched, she still study...so i
am really convinced that its not the girl i thought. Curriousity came
to me and forced me to type her name and search if she has a friendster
account. Knowing that i don't really know her full name or e-mail add
and the worst i don't know how she really looks like??? Funny right?
But thats how crazy i am. I got jealous with the girl where i don't
even know if she looks prettier and sexier than me( hahahaha !!!
kapal!!! ) But the point is...SHE made MY man cheat on me.
Fuck her right? And everything that happened to me now...everything
that i do...all my insecurities...pain......"it's ALL because of HER".
Very un-lucky for me or it's just i got pissed off...'am already in
pages 55 when i stop searching and got nothing. Damn you Leng...how
will you know??? I paused for a while and realized i am talking to
myself!!!!=)) I maybe need some professional help here =)) But anyways,
i heard whats my mind is telling me...that, Hey! it's been a years
now...you have to move on, forgive and forget! Besides, he is still
yours! Telling you he loves you and he will never do it again. Trying
all the positive ways to prove you that he loves you...needs you more
than that bitch.! But my heart answered it...with all the pain i felt
inside me...seems like my heart is contracting very hard that i cant
able to breath well....it says that " I already forgive him for what he
has done to me! I still love him and wanna live with him for the rest
of my life. But what is really hard to do inwhere i thought i already
did is to forget the fact that inspite of all the things that i gave up
just for him...all the things i have done. Given ... and can give, he
can still do such crazyness to me! All because of that Fuckin' girl.
Yeah!!! she really played a big influence in me...But sad to say...It
is a Bad influence not good. Anyways, It is really nice that we can
write and express our feelings here. It helps me release the tension,
ease some pain and relax my mind from thinking of too many things.
Thank you!!!
Original Date POsted : April 25, 2006 Posted by Sheleilla Moreno. Posted In : Thoughts New Years WishMarch 7, 2009Its been 9 days now since 2007 started and from the first day until now i been thinking for what resolution i am going to make for this year. I did'nt say i am good and nice enough not to have any to change but it's just i am happy now. I have my family with me. My dearest Efren...my loving Charles...My Mom & my dad...brothers who have always been so sweet and supportive. Friends who's always there for me. A not so bad financial status. A house, although it's not mine but i am happy to live with and stay with. Health that never been a problem for almost 6 years now. A life that never been complete and happier. And now, it is much greatfull because we are now starting a new part in our lives...A business that i have been dreamin' ever since. I just wish that someday that business will become successfull. I will really try hard and everything that i can to make it work and to make it successfull. I wanna prove to my parents and Efren and friends that i can do it. I am not in a rush so it is not really matter to me if i don't get earn much for now for i know that i really have to wait and work for it and pray to god to help me improve it and make it work. And i know i can do it. What i wanna ask to god is to continue from guidance & helping us in our everyday lives. Take us away from all the un-healthy things. From all the sick and test. But what i really wanna do now is to thank every single person who have been a part of me...who have contributed ideas, knowledge and experience in life that has been my inspiration to be much stronger and be thankfull. Thank you. Original Date Posted : January 09, 2007 Posted by Sheleilla Moreno. Posted In : Thoughts Malungkot na PaskoMarch 7, 2009Ito na yata ang isa sa malungkot na pasko na dadaan sa buhay ko. I thought we'll be spending our christmas with HIM but unfortunetly hindi pala...He went to other side of the world again for a work. Ewan ko, di kami laging magkasundo...madalas magka away kami...nagtatalo...madalas din sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na Mas mabuti pa nga na nasa ibang bansa sya at least hindi kami nag aaway. But Yesterday, Dec. 21, 2006 kung kelan apat na araw na lang ay pasko na ay hinatid namin sya sa Airport para bumalik sa England kung saan sya nagta trabaho. Habang papunta kami sa Airport di ko pa nararamdaman ang lungkot o kung maiiyak ba ako. Pero ng bumaba sa sya ng sasakyan at umalis na kami pauwi...bigla akong naiyak. Naisip ko na kahit lagi kaming di nagkakaintindihan, gusto ko pa din syang makasama ngayong pasko. Di na kami nakapag usap ng maayos bago sya umalis kaya itinext ko nalang sa kanya lahat ng gusto kong sabihin. Nag reply naman sya...at naramdaman ko naman na nalulungkot din sya tulad ko...namin dito na iniwan nya. Isa nanamang pasko na wala sya. Sa tagal...nakakapag taka na hindi pa ako sanay. O talagang di na ako masasanay. Isa nanamang paskong wala sya...isa nanamang Malungkot na Pasko na baka matagalan pa bago maging masaya. Original Date Posted : December 22, 2006 Posted by Sheleilla Moreno. Posted In : Occassion Most of the timeMarch 7, 2009Sometimes it's really hard to know if the person you love ... loves you at the same time. You cannot easy identify if that person is just an in-sensitive or in-considerate or simply NOT that Showie. But whether we accept it or not...sometimes one has to show or say that they love each other, actually...the word SOMETIMES is not the right word to use coz it has to be in a sentence which is MOST OF THE TIME. Because most of the time we failed to show and say how much we love and need that person. We often thought that being together or giving material things is enough to show we love and we care...but personally speaking, i don't agree with that! You may call me Martir or Plastic if you think i'am...but honestly, i'd rather choose unwealthy life but with the person i love than being rich yet un-happy with my life. So, material things is not really that matters to me...it's more of the attention and love. Original Date POsted : December 13, 2006 Posted by Sheleilla Moreno. Posted In : Thoughts SearchingMarch 7, 2009There are things in life
happens inwhere it is not really what we are expecting to...hoping
for....and asking for. And the worst, bad things happened with the
least person we do expect to hurt us. Sometimes i am thinking that
maybe we are just expecting too much that we just don't expect them or
a certain person will gonna hurt us badly. Mentally and Physically
speaking. One time, i saw myself sitting at the corner of my
bed...thinking...i know i am thinking of something but i don't know
what it is. My mind seems to be blank and searching for something. I
have felt a pain at the other half of my chest...seems to be my heart
is crying. Bleeding. I hear my heart says, why don't you just leave and
start all over again...a new life. But my brain told me NOT TO!!! That
have to work for it for my family. I don't really know who am i going
to follow...is it what my brain is telling me or my heart who feels
every pain...searching for love and the one who is really capable of
seing who really cares for me, who trully loves me and who really need
me. It is really one tough decision i have to make. But for now, i
guess i have to stay for a while. Wait for the sign. And let the time
takes me to where i have to be. I just hope that God give me more
strength and patience to handle all this missery and pain i am dealing
with right now. I know i can make it!!! I hope. Original Date Posted : November 13, 2006 Posted by Sheleilla Moreno. Posted In : Love No MOreMarch 7, 2009
This is it! the day i have been
waiting for after a couple of months being free...free to do everything
i wanna do!. This is the day in where i have to put myself again in a
ward but this time...not for 2 months but much longer. I just hope i
can make it...and be able to manage my character or behaviour for the
period of 4 to 6 months.I'am not really supposed to feel this way but
its like that i will be in prison and all the things that i used to do
and things that makes me feel happy will be freeze for a while. No more
Gigs, No more alcohol, no more yosi ( cigarette ), no more party, no
more chat friends, no more overnight phonecalls ( telebabad ), no more
sleep overs....I'll defenitly miss all those stuffs but there is
nothing really i can do about it...but to accept it and be with it.I
just wish that its better this time, Not just the boring and typical
one.Got no choice but to enjoy the moment, each time we have to go to
thier house in _______.... though i am not the orocan type of person, i
have to be... and its making me really sick! ( sigh... ) This is it! i
have to accept it! i have to go with the flow.
Original Date Posted : October 24, 2006 Posted by Sheleilla Moreno. Posted In : Hate My Mixed EmotionsMarch 7, 2009Its is always nice to know that those people you have back years ago...or people you thought is no longer your friend...are still there and remembered me on my birthday. I'am so happy because i have received alot of Testimonial...Greeting...Mails from my friends. And what makes me really feel good ??? knowing that my sister in law send me a Testi and mail. What makes it so special among others??? because we have'nt talked for along time for some reason. And i am so happy...really HAPPY because maybe this time we could start all over again and forget about things happened year ago. I really missed her so much. We had been a real sisters...we do crazy things together...talked about anything under the sun...we have alot of things in common...and i love her! for a million of reasons. I know that she knows that i love her ... that inspite of what happened, she will always be my sister in law...the Mom of Joshhua...my nephew and the first ever girl who understand me ... my moods...my hang ups...my ups and downs...my craziness. I just hope we could bring back the friendship that once we have missed. I miss you sis! and thank you. Aside from
her, all my best friends, family, Neighbors, acquintance had sent me an
sms .... ( ha5x ... i'am not so friendly type of person!!!! ~ Giggle ~
) But i missed two important person in my life. First, Ma. Romena B.
Guanzon. My Best friend since High School. This is the first time that
she missed my birthday. This girl is the one who always comes first to
greet me...and come to my house to eat my Handa! But she never even
send me any greetings...even an sms. I miss her so much and i hope she
still remember whats with October 18. The second, Efren E. Moreno, Jr.
My Loving partner. This is not the first time he missed my birthday, as
far as i remember...this is for the fourth times. I really miss
celebrating my birthday with him. But its ok...coz right now, he is in
the airport and he will be coming home tomorrow! I dont really know how
i feel right now! It's like a mix of emotions. I'am excited to see him
again and be with him...and happy to know that eventhough he missed my
birthday, he will be celebrating All Souls day, All Saints day, Charles
Birthday, Christmas Day, Rizal Day, New Years Day, Neils Birthday,
Joshua's Birthday, His Own Birthday...and everyday....he4x. But there
is this something that makes me feel a bit sad. The thing that i can
not be with my other friends...like friends from
Chat...acquintance...for the entire time or day that he is here. He
does'nt want me to have a friend aside from those friends i have
eversince we met...he is some kind of a selfish when it comes to me.
Maybe he thinks that i am pretty!!! ( hahaha!!! kapal... ) or some kind
of a Ms. Universe... but its ok. I understand him!!! i just hope he
will be able to understand me too! I just wish that everything will be
alright...no more fight...that we could have more of understanding than
mis understanding this time. Original Date POsted : October 19, 2006 Posted by Sheleilla Moreno. Posted In : Occassion
| About Me
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I'm a very simple person and just like any other girl, i love shoes, bags, clothes,wallets and etc. I love collecting flowers, bag and slippers. I read book when i don't have anything to do...chicken soup for the soul in particular. I love cooking so much specially for my family. Cooking is my first love. I am also into chat and i've started since 2002. Successfully, i have met a lot of friends there and been able to mingle with different kinds of people. A very sentimental type of person and a true friend. When i feel lonely, sometimes i go out with friends but most of the time i just sit in front of my computer and write about how i feel. That's why i decided to have this page so that i can share it with others...have opinion from other people and at the same time give advices to those who needs one.
